Just days before the day really came I was having doubts. I was so afraid I lose my tempo in making friends. Was so afraid I'll just sit and look like a bitch while watching everybody mingle. Obviously there are many more things that I was afraid of.

Guess I was wrong about it all. Conference was a BLAST. I enjoyed my time there till I didn't want to come home. I was even hoping to stay there for an extra day or two. Being able to catch up with some old friends and also all the new friends I made. Those memories are very priceless. At the end of the day I never regret going for the conference.
Thanks to all my friends who accompanied me throughout all 4 days of the conference. Sorry if I offended anyone. There's so many things to say but I'm just so lazy to type it out. SO whatever la.

Till now those lies can't seem to be forgotten.
This is not how I want it to be.
I really though it was something different.
At the end of the day it was the same after all.
Disappointed and depressed

It's been sometime now since I last blogged.

SPM is just next week and I'm not ready at all. On the other hand, I'm already planning and thinking about what I'm going to do AFTER spm. I know I should be studying instead of sitting in front of the computer and writing this but I can't take it anymore. I just need to destress.

People around will be writing and saying how much they're going to miss high school and the people there. But for me i'm just feeling very neutral. WHy? is it because of what's happening lately or i'm just becoming more and more numb? I know I definitely will miss the people i've worked with in Interact, classmates, teachers and many more. Somehow another part of me just like the fact that i'm finally going to leave everything behind.

I've learn many things in this year. It changed me alot to. Somehow I know I'm becoming a stronger person. Eventhough deep down I know I'm very very weak. Friends which left a footprint in my heart. Both good and bad. I'll definitely remember this. The people who stayed by my side when I was really falling apart. I really appreciate that.

There's so many more to write but so little time. I guess I'll just continue with this some other time.